Haha
Long Long
very long
sing a song
Long Long
Haha
WHatttt isss Upp guysss???
I just had to blog man,Had to.
We shall not believe in fate,We will not Kill to kill killing
We will not lose faith,Trust me,
We will just smile to kill hate.
I will not write about the things that have happened since I last blogged
there is too much to tell man
And You all know about it.
Norah Jones
I love you
And we are parting,
I am almost over making memories before I live another life.
I wish I could make it the most beautiful post ever,
Cause it is about the most beautiful thing ever,-My life, Everything that surrounds Me
people,things,creatures sab kuch
marne ke bad kahan dikhega ye sab?
Its amazing how we create shells consisting of everything we are living in
And how comfortable we get by it
and How nostalgic and weird we feel when we have to leave all that,
Its quite amazing
When you have to part away from your parents, Your friends and everything you took for granted,
And sala door hoke these are the only things you miss haha
Amazing shit.
Parents,
Wow
sala kahan se leke aaye inhe be?
Kahan se laaye mummy ko?
There are some instances when you realize
ki sala ye log to extraordinary hai be
Its when you're down with high fever and you mom doesn't sleep in the night just so that you can sleep
Its amazing how she'd cry about you being ill
even when you know you're fine and still masturbate when she's not around
hahaha
Amazing creatures
Bada mushkil hai sala maa banna
Mai toh kabhi try na karun
Baap bhi bade tod hote hai
Par this is about mums
Cause I love her
Very much
And even though I shall laugh at her crying because Of me parting away from her
I know I'll go to the washroom that instant and cry too.
I do
I don't know if you do.
I don't know
cause I've seen people
Some really weird people
Jo apne maa baap ko gali dete hai
Really not fond of them
Haha
salon
Madarchodo The mere fact that You have the ability to think this is because That mom kept you in her stomach feeling Unwell for 9 months
Kya ho?
Ye baat samajhne ke liye
Intellect nahi chahiye
Bas you need to look in her eyes and see how much she loves you
Haha
With every blink
She wishes that her child just realizes that even if he/she kills someone
She would be there to cook her/him food.
I've seen some amazing times
Aur bhi dekhunga
Lekin
what a party this part of my life has been
Kya maasstttt liifeee jee hai maine
Sab tha mere paas
probably the only reason I've managed to be such a happy soul
Probably the only reason why No asshole motherfucker will manage to disrupt my peace of mind.
Probably the only reason
I am sweet
And you love me
Probably the only reason
I love you guys
And Whats there to tell
I will miss you
"SUCH IS LIFE DEARIES"
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Monday, April 19, 2010
And God sent it's son,God sent us love.
I am sorry guys
This is the second time Im blogging today,
I just had to.
I was in the mood
Today
I will talk about it
Yes I will talk about the most mysterious creature on this earth
Found everywhere yet no cure,
I will talk about Love
It's all because I just found the appropriate song.
What is love??
I will give you some of my definitions of love.
Something I lack not.
Love is when you look at her photo,
you listen to songs like "Bawara mann"
And then you slowly move your thumb on her photo,
smiling slowly cause you realize you love her.
It's when you're in the worst mood possible
suddenly you wish she'd call you
and suddenly if she does
you smile your biggest smile
cause you assume that god wants you two to be together,
You look at her name in your phone book
and you create this amazing weird bond with it,
and whenever it flashes on your screen
you leave the floor and start thinking that you can live now.
When you go to the place near your house
where you always found peace
Looking at the world from above
all you think about is her,
all you wish is her to be there and look at the world from there with you.
You wish you sleep with your head on her lap
you wish to hold hands even though you used to call it gay when you saw that in movies
You start loving her so much, that you don't
think about having sex with her, which
worries you cause you start thinking that
maybe you have sisterly feelings for her.
but when she smiles
you realize that you can never have sisterly feelings for her
haha
It's the reason that you can talk to her in the hottest weather
and not feel hot
Love is like a deep river
You ride in it and you know this for sure that the rivers end is the most beautiful thing in this world.
You meet god so many times and you don't realize it,
If there is god anywhere it is in our heart
If there is love somewhere
It's everywhere.
If there is fire somewhere
It is in love
It's only in love.
Streets we have never walked
hands we have never held
Life we could never rejoice
all hurts none when in love
all hurts none.
This is the second time Im blogging today,
I just had to.
I was in the mood
Today
I will talk about it
Yes I will talk about the most mysterious creature on this earth
Found everywhere yet no cure,
I will talk about Love
It's all because I just found the appropriate song.
What is love??
I will give you some of my definitions of love.
Something I lack not.
Love is when you look at her photo,
you listen to songs like "Bawara mann"
And then you slowly move your thumb on her photo,
smiling slowly cause you realize you love her.
It's when you're in the worst mood possible
suddenly you wish she'd call you
and suddenly if she does
you smile your biggest smile
cause you assume that god wants you two to be together,
You look at her name in your phone book
and you create this amazing weird bond with it,
and whenever it flashes on your screen
you leave the floor and start thinking that you can live now.
When you go to the place near your house
where you always found peace
Looking at the world from above
all you think about is her,
all you wish is her to be there and look at the world from there with you.
You wish you sleep with your head on her lap
you wish to hold hands even though you used to call it gay when you saw that in movies
You start loving her so much, that you don't
think about having sex with her, which
worries you cause you start thinking that
maybe you have sisterly feelings for her.
but when she smiles
you realize that you can never have sisterly feelings for her
haha
It's the reason that you can talk to her in the hottest weather
and not feel hot
Love is like a deep river
You ride in it and you know this for sure that the rivers end is the most beautiful thing in this world.
You meet god so many times and you don't realize it,
If there is god anywhere it is in our heart
If there is love somewhere
It's everywhere.
If there is fire somewhere
It is in love
It's only in love.
Streets we have never walked
hands we have never held
Life we could never rejoice
all hurts none when in love
all hurts none.
How rich are you?
Ayi guys
how are you?
This might be a Lil pessimistic post so yeah be cool,I am still funny.
Yesterday,
I was upset.
Upset about how things change and upset about how new things attract your attraction and you leave everything you loved once behind cause you get attracted by the new stuff.
You know,Things go around the world,
Bad things happen to you,
good things happen to you,
You lose best friends (Ones you call your best friends,actually there ARE no best friends)
Like I did,
But it's okay,Bound to happen.
I was going through my phone book.
I could not find one single person whom I could call and say
Yaar acha nahi lag raha
I could call Surya
But he's busy studying and I know since he's such a weird guy I'll forget my topic
and start talking about boobs again when I call him.
I just realized,
How poor you could be even when all the people know you.
It is so fucking ironical.
This is not such a good thing,
Friends do stuff for each other,
They help each other,They enjoy with each other,But How come we don't RESPECT each other,
It's so stupid.
Unfortunately,friends aren't only to enjoy with right?
Or Am I the only one who thinks that way?
Do you guys make fun of my ideals and the way I like to lead life and how I have my philosophy about everything.
I am not frankly happy about how things are turning out,
But you know,
I'd rather watch a movie.
But yeah,
WE NEVER CHANGE UNLESS WE START BELIEVING THAT WE'RE BETTER THAN EVERYONE.
WE NEVER CHANGE UNLESS WE BELIEVE WE'RE SUPERIOR.
WHICH WE ARE NOT.
P.s- Tanmaya
I am really happy to see the changes you've had,
You really prove how shitty the concept of "best friends" is.
And I loved the thing you wrote for Anirudh in that picture of yours.
Thats cute.
Bye guys.
how are you?
This might be a Lil pessimistic post so yeah be cool,I am still funny.
Yesterday,
I was upset.
Upset about how things change and upset about how new things attract your attraction and you leave everything you loved once behind cause you get attracted by the new stuff.
You know,Things go around the world,
Bad things happen to you,
good things happen to you,
You lose best friends (Ones you call your best friends,actually there ARE no best friends)
Like I did,
But it's okay,Bound to happen.
I was going through my phone book.
I could not find one single person whom I could call and say
Yaar acha nahi lag raha
I could call Surya
But he's busy studying and I know since he's such a weird guy I'll forget my topic
and start talking about boobs again when I call him.
I just realized,
How poor you could be even when all the people know you.
It is so fucking ironical.
This is not such a good thing,
Friends do stuff for each other,
They help each other,They enjoy with each other,But How come we don't RESPECT each other,
It's so stupid.
Unfortunately,friends aren't only to enjoy with right?
Or Am I the only one who thinks that way?
Do you guys make fun of my ideals and the way I like to lead life and how I have my philosophy about everything.
I am not frankly happy about how things are turning out,
But you know,
I'd rather watch a movie.
But yeah,
WE NEVER CHANGE UNLESS WE START BELIEVING THAT WE'RE BETTER THAN EVERYONE.
WE NEVER CHANGE UNLESS WE BELIEVE WE'RE SUPERIOR.
WHICH WE ARE NOT.
P.s- Tanmaya
I am really happy to see the changes you've had,
You really prove how shitty the concept of "best friends" is.
And I loved the thing you wrote for Anirudh in that picture of yours.
Thats cute.
Bye guys.
Sunday, April 18, 2010
I will send you to heaven...Just the way you do baby...Kiran baybeh
Kiran Mann,
Who says synchro does not create good things??
It created me
It created You My lovely Kiran.
Haha,The first time we talked was on the net when Alankrita told me to talk to you and you sounded sso arrogant at first
hahaha,,And after 5 minutes
you were crying about Jayant.
Thats my magic man.
Haha,Seldom did we hang out in school and seldom did you look so hot in your uniform haha
You were my crush baby hahahaha,
You know what?
I think that our friendship was because of face book.
when you'd never comment something good about my pictures, and I would surprise you with the awesomeness I had in my humor,
I remember farewell and the photo we clicked,
I remember that you carried off your saree so bad,
I remember that we never hugged,cause we were just too weird and I would always make fun of the way you say hello.
I remember the South Asian Rock fest,
I remember that we would always keep our relationship statuses as married to each other,
I remember that you really don't know to carry your beauty,
I remember that you have the cutest pimples ever haha,
I remember that I would have fallen for you if you hadn't fallen for Jayant,
I remember that You really suck cause you're just too weird to be true.
I remember the way you say hello.
And Mann, I will always miss the way you said "Shooouuryaaa :D:D" On facebook chat
I will always miss the fact that you never cared if I said hi first
You would always say it first,
I will always appreciate the fact that I have never ever had a reason to hate you,not like you or even fight with you,
This is all because of you,
And now that you're going to Canada,
I just realize that you ended up being the best FRIEND I ever had,
You did what people who I am friends with from the past 3 years could not.
You never gave me a reason to complaint,
You are going to canada
But you marry me,
I will always love you mann,
I will always remember the Kiran mann who used proactive and ended up with more pimples
Haha
I will miss the way you say hello,Do not change it.
You look like a hawaldar,
For you,
<3 I know you love hearts hahahaha
P.s-She is not chi chi,but I love her more.
Oh and
Muah
And I will download MSN
Who says synchro does not create good things??
It created me
It created You My lovely Kiran.
Haha,The first time we talked was on the net when Alankrita told me to talk to you and you sounded sso arrogant at first
hahaha,,And after 5 minutes
you were crying about Jayant.
Thats my magic man.
Haha,Seldom did we hang out in school and seldom did you look so hot in your uniform haha
You were my crush baby hahahaha,
You know what?
I think that our friendship was because of face book.
when you'd never comment something good about my pictures, and I would surprise you with the awesomeness I had in my humor,
I remember farewell and the photo we clicked,
I remember that you carried off your saree so bad,
I remember that we never hugged,cause we were just too weird and I would always make fun of the way you say hello.
I remember the South Asian Rock fest,
I remember that we would always keep our relationship statuses as married to each other,
I remember that you really don't know to carry your beauty,
I remember that you have the cutest pimples ever haha,
I remember that I would have fallen for you if you hadn't fallen for Jayant,
I remember that You really suck cause you're just too weird to be true.
I remember the way you say hello.
And Mann, I will always miss the way you said "Shooouuryaaa :D:D" On facebook chat
I will always miss the fact that you never cared if I said hi first
You would always say it first,
I will always appreciate the fact that I have never ever had a reason to hate you,not like you or even fight with you,
This is all because of you,
And now that you're going to Canada,
I just realize that you ended up being the best FRIEND I ever had,
You did what people who I am friends with from the past 3 years could not.
You never gave me a reason to complaint,
You are going to canada
But you marry me,
I will always love you mann,
I will always remember the Kiran mann who used proactive and ended up with more pimples
Haha
I will miss the way you say hello,Do not change it.
You look like a hawaldar,
For you,
<3 I know you love hearts hahahaha
P.s-She is not chi chi,but I love her more.
Oh and
Muah
And I will download MSN
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Read my name, See through me. take me with you.
Amalgamations,Cultures,words,laughter,races,faces
What all could I handle
How can I explore everything that'll come my way?
How will I always remember you all?
Guyss,
Just like radio head said in creep
"I wish I was special But i'm a creep"
I had my farewell yesterday,
If you guys expect That I'll write about how it was and shit,
I won't
I can not express the weird grief that haunts my senses when I realize that i'm officially titled to become old after this.
You know while I was roaming in my school and saw faces i'd seen so many times before
I realized
that I will NOT be able to look at them after this
So many guys
Not necessarily friends
Not necessarily acquaintances
But people
People who made the crowd through which I walked thinking "Ha!I am cooler than them"
I have shared stuff with people,
Cause I would talk to anybody as if They were my closest relatives and friends
So I realize that I just gave a lot of love for free
and now I miss it all
Its weird
I wont be able to see Lipakshi again
No Akshay dhanda
Haha
No ramik Rawal hahaha
People who know me and them
know that I am not such good friends with them
But I had moments with them
WHen I'd maybe take their case Or make fun of myself just to see them laugh
Haha I have been one son of a bitch motherfucking good guy
I love myself
I made everything around me happy
Even the guys who would open the doors for you when you enter a store
Haha
Sometimes when i'd be with my sister,
I'd tell that guy that her name is Raju haha and he would end up laughing,
I know this is quite stupid
But I know one of those million door openers would inside him think
"Haha!!Kya mast banda hai"
And there you have someone you don't even know praising you,
I know in this world of competition this does not even mean anything
But it does for me
I like being happy, I like to make the world happy.
My mom doesn't know I have a blog
If she sees this she'll think I am still chatting on face book and not studying for my law exams
But I love her
Because its only because of her that I have the words which I'm using to write this.
I loved the farewell,
It was fun,Real fun
Esp the dinner.
I'll miss you guyss
will miss each and every mother fucker who I saw in that school,
I will miss every moment I had,
Be it the one in which My parents were called cause of my low waist pants
Haha
Yes that did happen
In the end
If I may I'd love to teach you guys something
I know how you guys rate people but
Now what i am going to tell you has helped me till now and will surely do in future
Be funny,Smile,Make others happy,Be weird but be self respectful
Take cases,but in a way that they realize that your case taking is proportional to the love you have for them,tell them you RESPECT them,RESPECTING them is very VERY important.
And trust me
You will do anything and everything you want
Coming from me
you know you wanna try it
Bye guys
P.s
This section is for you
Hi chi chi
haha
I know I have been a jerk,but I will not tell you that I adore you,
And will always do.
And I LOVE you.
What all could I handle
How can I explore everything that'll come my way?
How will I always remember you all?
Guyss,
Just like radio head said in creep
"I wish I was special But i'm a creep"
I had my farewell yesterday,
If you guys expect That I'll write about how it was and shit,
I won't
I can not express the weird grief that haunts my senses when I realize that i'm officially titled to become old after this.
You know while I was roaming in my school and saw faces i'd seen so many times before
I realized
that I will NOT be able to look at them after this
So many guys
Not necessarily friends
Not necessarily acquaintances
But people
People who made the crowd through which I walked thinking "Ha!I am cooler than them"
I have shared stuff with people,
Cause I would talk to anybody as if They were my closest relatives and friends
So I realize that I just gave a lot of love for free
and now I miss it all
Its weird
I wont be able to see Lipakshi again
No Akshay dhanda
Haha
No ramik Rawal hahaha
People who know me and them
know that I am not such good friends with them
But I had moments with them
WHen I'd maybe take their case Or make fun of myself just to see them laugh
Haha I have been one son of a bitch motherfucking good guy
I love myself
I made everything around me happy
Even the guys who would open the doors for you when you enter a store
Haha
Sometimes when i'd be with my sister,
I'd tell that guy that her name is Raju haha and he would end up laughing,
I know this is quite stupid
But I know one of those million door openers would inside him think
"Haha!!Kya mast banda hai"
And there you have someone you don't even know praising you,
I know in this world of competition this does not even mean anything
But it does for me
I like being happy, I like to make the world happy.
My mom doesn't know I have a blog
If she sees this she'll think I am still chatting on face book and not studying for my law exams
But I love her
Because its only because of her that I have the words which I'm using to write this.
I loved the farewell,
It was fun,Real fun
Esp the dinner.
I'll miss you guyss
will miss each and every mother fucker who I saw in that school,
I will miss every moment I had,
Be it the one in which My parents were called cause of my low waist pants
Haha
Yes that did happen
In the end
If I may I'd love to teach you guys something
I know how you guys rate people but
Now what i am going to tell you has helped me till now and will surely do in future
Be funny,Smile,Make others happy,Be weird but be self respectful
Take cases,but in a way that they realize that your case taking is proportional to the love you have for them,tell them you RESPECT them,RESPECTING them is very VERY important.
And trust me
You will do anything and everything you want
Coming from me
you know you wanna try it
Bye guys
P.s
This section is for you
Hi chi chi
haha
I know I have been a jerk,but I will not tell you that I adore you,
And will always do.
And I LOVE you.
Friday, April 9, 2010
Leave them behind,Let em go.
Haha No apologies
I know, been too long and shit,
I will not say sorry this time,
Assume it guys.
Been very weird these days,Times when I thought of going against my own lessons of being happy and enjoying everything that happens to you,
Unfortunately I did not, Still hung around smiling laughing at weird things
Making fun of people and making others laugh and happy (At least I think i did)
These days somehow remind me of Christmas a lot,
Don't know why
A lot has changed since Christmas,
Not in the most positive way possible But fine none the less,
I shall be blogging a lot now I guess considering the fact that I left facebook yet again,Yes for studies again.
I don't know man,
I am sorry I won't be the wittiest today,
The things around me don't feel right,
People aren't fine,
I am not fine,
Situations aren't the best.
It's not what it used to be 2 or 3 months ago,
before the boards I mean,
I liked those days,
Liked the way the things were,
Had things to look forward to
Now,It's like we're sitting waiting for our turn to enter the BIG COMPETITIVE WORLD
Yeah,Fuck you big world.
Actually,You know what?
I guess people are just preparing to become a part of the world,
Well I don't think you have the right to crib and cry about change when you become the harbinger,
That would not be such a good thing.
I am not sure about my love too
Acting like a jerk again.
I will not tell her,
Nah,atleast not with the enthusiasm I'm showing right now,
I think it's not just my thing,
Maybe I am Not the guy for it.
Here are some of the positive things that Have happened to me
1) Jason Mennings Haha I mean Mason Jennings, He is a very very VERY good musician.
2) Yeah,I guess thats about it.
A lot bad happened.
I lost my high notes
God I feel bad,
Will have to work for them again
I am sorry guys
Lord help.
Take care
P.s-
Yes I was right When I said
That "WE people just need new toys for an hour so that we get used to them."
I know, been too long and shit,
I will not say sorry this time,
Assume it guys.
Been very weird these days,Times when I thought of going against my own lessons of being happy and enjoying everything that happens to you,
Unfortunately I did not, Still hung around smiling laughing at weird things
Making fun of people and making others laugh and happy (At least I think i did)
These days somehow remind me of Christmas a lot,
Don't know why
A lot has changed since Christmas,
Not in the most positive way possible But fine none the less,
I shall be blogging a lot now I guess considering the fact that I left facebook yet again,Yes for studies again.
I don't know man,
I am sorry I won't be the wittiest today,
The things around me don't feel right,
People aren't fine,
I am not fine,
Situations aren't the best.
It's not what it used to be 2 or 3 months ago,
before the boards I mean,
I liked those days,
Liked the way the things were,
Had things to look forward to
Now,It's like we're sitting waiting for our turn to enter the BIG COMPETITIVE WORLD
Yeah,Fuck you big world.
Actually,You know what?
I guess people are just preparing to become a part of the world,
Well I don't think you have the right to crib and cry about change when you become the harbinger,
That would not be such a good thing.
I am not sure about my love too
Acting like a jerk again.
I will not tell her,
Nah,atleast not with the enthusiasm I'm showing right now,
I think it's not just my thing,
Maybe I am Not the guy for it.
Here are some of the positive things that Have happened to me
1) Jason Mennings Haha I mean Mason Jennings, He is a very very VERY good musician.
2) Yeah,I guess thats about it.
A lot bad happened.
I lost my high notes
God I feel bad,
Will have to work for them again
I am sorry guys
Lord help.
Take care
P.s-
Yes I was right When I said
That "WE people just need new toys for an hour so that we get used to them."
Monday, March 29, 2010
*The roar* *The light* *And The Me*
The Blog,
Sorry man,
Sorry for making you the coolest nostalgia I ever had.
I love you baby,
Did you guys know,
The Orchid Has petals resembling shapes of a female bee so that the male bee comes and humps the petal and in the process pollens fall On the bee and it delivers them to another Orchid hence causing Pollination?
How has nature used us creatures? Amazing this shit is.
It's been so long since I posted something here,
Its like I don't know what to write and all,
It is all because I was busy with the boards,
Nothing great though
You will be happy to know That they are just hyped and the papers are easy,
I managed to rise above all odds and gave a nice biology paper
The thing that scared the shit out of me,
Thank you nature, For you made a thing called MUSIC and thank you brain for the willingness you shyou had to explore it.
I want to be the man I want to become
I do not want to be the clayed nigga made by stereotypical societies,
My mind,Its become this weird thing that would question every damn thing that could possibly exist,
Maybe I do have The Obsessive compulsive syndrome
Maybe I do have the mental illnesses,
Maybe I am not such a cool guy who would get the girl he wished for,
But I respect myself.
I know I have done things,
Good things, I know I am better than a million and I take pride in that,
I haven't got everything by luck,
But I sure have all the luck In the world to get it.
Yes, I do like attention,
who doesn't?
And I have the balls and the skills to get it and not be criticized,
I wish I explore the world the way I want to,
I wish I do not become yet another unfulfilled legacy,
I just wish I become the guy the guy inside me is.
It is very difficult, But It can happen.
Fuck all this,
I am getting too not cool,
I caught up with old friends,Enjoyed the "Yaay!!boards over week"
But now again Have work to do,
have my entrances.
Not nice,
I am sorry guys I am just not able to write stuff,
it's just not there
I will see you guys
Will be back
Maybe check a miracle and tell you about it
Till then
Peace
P.s.
Yes
I am still finding the balls I need to tell her.
Sorry man,
Sorry for making you the coolest nostalgia I ever had.
I love you baby,
Did you guys know,
The Orchid Has petals resembling shapes of a female bee so that the male bee comes and humps the petal and in the process pollens fall On the bee and it delivers them to another Orchid hence causing Pollination?
How has nature used us creatures? Amazing this shit is.
It's been so long since I posted something here,
Its like I don't know what to write and all,
It is all because I was busy with the boards,
Nothing great though
You will be happy to know That they are just hyped and the papers are easy,
I managed to rise above all odds and gave a nice biology paper
The thing that scared the shit out of me,
Thank you nature, For you made a thing called MUSIC and thank you brain for the willingness you shyou had to explore it.
I want to be the man I want to become
I do not want to be the clayed nigga made by stereotypical societies,
My mind,Its become this weird thing that would question every damn thing that could possibly exist,
Maybe I do have The Obsessive compulsive syndrome
Maybe I do have the mental illnesses,
Maybe I am not such a cool guy who would get the girl he wished for,
But I respect myself.
I know I have done things,
Good things, I know I am better than a million and I take pride in that,
I haven't got everything by luck,
But I sure have all the luck In the world to get it.
Yes, I do like attention,
who doesn't?
And I have the balls and the skills to get it and not be criticized,
I wish I explore the world the way I want to,
I wish I do not become yet another unfulfilled legacy,
I just wish I become the guy the guy inside me is.
It is very difficult, But It can happen.
Fuck all this,
I am getting too not cool,
I caught up with old friends,Enjoyed the "Yaay!!boards over week"
But now again Have work to do,
have my entrances.
Not nice,
I am sorry guys I am just not able to write stuff,
it's just not there
I will see you guys
Will be back
Maybe check a miracle and tell you about it
Till then
Peace
P.s.
Yes
I am still finding the balls I need to tell her.
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